For the love of me.

End what needs to be ended,
begin the things needed to be started.

Christ, im insane.
NO.

Im...

Yes,
Insane.

For the love of me,
give the world a favor.

You know what to do.

The Rainbow Connection.

when the sun shines electric blue...
...its how we connect..

we have to live like were dying...
...its how we connect..

just enjoy the show..
...and connect...

the world is not going to connect with you,
you connect with it.

with the people around you,
with the sun,the sea...
the wise, the ignorant...
the genius and the insane...

so connect,
with the wrong
the right,
the in betweens...

and see how life opens up for you...


Connect.


Make mistakes,learn.

Hurt and decieve...sacrifice...

Laugh, be genuine...

Live and love...


Connect.

Birthday

Happy Na Birthday pa.....
In my 22 years of existence...
This year, could be the best.

Well, I guess I just have to make it THE best.
No matter what.
Who.
Where.
How.

Thanks to everyone who came and greeted.
Much love.

CLOWNS

I am afraid of clowns,
So cynic...so unreal...
they smile like nothings wrong,
but somehow, you know that something is.

Everything is so damn simple,
yet they're so complex.
You never whats real,
or if they truly feel.

I am scared of clowns.
They're eyes are just full of emotions
that you just cant tell.
The steady smile that they have just worries the hell out of me.

Its like they're there
but they're really gone.
Its like they know something,
and I cant ever find out what it is.

Clowns.
So untouchable,
invinsible,
simple and complex at the same time.

So attractive.
So twisted.
So...
So...
mesmerizing...

I am so scared...
so afraid..
so terrified of clowns,

I think Im becoming one.

I Am Not Independent.

I am not independent.
I need my man.
To hold my hand,
to hug, to touch,
to adjust the buses' a.c
to bring my bag, and tell me that Im pretty.

I need my Mom.
To scream at me when Im wrong,
to cook for my daily 'baon'.
to split reality from my imagination,
to coach me about life, love and what not.

I need my Dad.
To support me, to carry me through my falls,
to make me laugh, to make me see things I dont understand,
to be my wall, when everything crumbles.

I need my bestfriend.
To make me see out of the box,
to make me realize the gray parts of the story
to be with me at my 'bobo moments'
my 'plato moments' if there's any.

I need my friends.
My pillars of strengths,
To make me laugh when Im about to cry,
to make me feel like a fool and like it,
to be myself, with no hesitations
to warn me when they see danger signs
to make me find myself, when all is lost.
to make me drink till I pass out,
but make sure I get home safe.

I am not independent.
I do need people around me.
I am not ashamed.
I am proud.

To know my needs,
my limits,
my weaknesses.

To know that I am human.
Breathing.
Hurting.
Wanting.
Loving.
Hating.
Needing.


I am human.
I connect.
I depend.
I am real.