REFLECT.

ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT IVE GROWN.
BACK TRACKING WAS NEVER A BAD IDEA.

JUST NOW I WENT THROUGH ALL MY PAST ENTRIES,
AND MANN AM I PROUD WITH SMALL SELF....

I MADE PROGRESS...

BABY STEPS IF YOU MAY...

BUT STILL..


I AM GETTING SOMEWHERE...

NOT JUST ANYWHERE...

BUT A PLACE WHERE I MIGHT ACTUALLY STAY...

I SAID MIGHT, WELL....


WE'LL NEVER KNOW RIGHT?

STEP BY STEP...

ONE BY ONE...

IM ALMOST THERE.

KEEP YOUr FEET ON THE GROUND

Ang langaw, kapag nakapatong sa kalabaw, akala nya malaki na rin sya... di nya naiisip, kahit anong mangyari langaw pa rin sya...

Kaya hinay hinay sa tayog ng paglipad mo ibon na sa paningin ay ubod ng ganda, siguraduhin mo munang pakpak mo nga talaga ang gamit mo paglipad, hindi yung sumasabay ka lang sa daloy ng hangin.

Thanks

so far, life has been good.

so far, everything is at its place.

so far, nothing has shaken this peace that I have.

so far, I have everything I truly need.

so far, life hasn't thrown lemons.

so far, I have nothing to complain.

I'm content.

What's funny is that,
it has always been this way, its me who always shakes thing up.

I... rock the boat.

I...needed the war inside.

I...created the non-sense I had.

I...complicated things.

So, I thought I needed inner peace,

when in reality, I had that already,

IN ME.

I was in too deep with what I thought I needed,

that I didn't care to check what I already have.

And now, that I did.

I started seeing things in different light.

And although everythings the same,

it seems that my eyes just changed its lenses.

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.

Everything is its place, because I am already at peace with myself.

I'm at my own place.

I found it.

And you know what?

I never really lost it.

♥