Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Journey back to myself. (DAY 1)

There are certain times when being alone is the best thing that we can give ourselves.

When there are questions that need to be answered, we often just turn to others for answers or even approval. But when the problem is within one's self, I believe we have no other choice but to look deep within, and be at peace with ourselves. There are problems and decisions that only you can answer - make. Some problems can only be solved,once we have found the little pieces of ourselves. There are problems that we have to FACE on our own. Not because we'd rather hurt alone, but because we have to make make sure that no one gets hurt in the process. Although, that is IMPOSSIBLE.

Why?

Because we are connected, human and vulnerable. All of us. Like it or not, someone will always want for you to do things his way. Or better yet, go his way. Someone will always be expecting something from you. And disappointment often leads to pain. Hurt. Resentment.

And UNTIL you have the peace within you, the strength and the COURAGE TO FOLLOW YOUR FREE HEART, you can never decide.

Life's a bitch, and I'm bitching out. I do not even know if I make sense or not. But one things for sure, I have to come at terms with myself. Not for no one, but for my sanity. With what's left of it.

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