NO, I DID.
THE PATH WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW IS SCARY
WELL, I'VE NEVER BEEN TO A PATH THAT'S NOT.
TRUTH IS, I SHOULD HAVE SEEN THIS COMING.
BUT I WAS TOO PROUD TO HAVE TAKEN NOTICE.
WHY I DID THIS TO MYSELF I CAN NEVER ANSWER.
WHY I LET THIS HAPPEN IS PURE STUPIDITY.
I'M BETTER THAN THIS, BUT ITS TOO LATE.
I'VE CREATED MY OWN ABYSS
I'VE CREATED MY DOWNFALL.
MY GREATEST MISTAKE, IS SOMETHING THAT I CAN'T TAKE BACK.
MY GRAND SHOW OF VULNERABILITY CAN'T BE UNDONE.
MY LIFE HAS TURNED UPSIDE DOWN, OVERNIGHT.
I COULD'VE TAKEN A DIFFERENT ROAD
I COULD HAVE. BUT I DIDN'T.
THE ROAD TO SELF DESTRUCTION HAS BEEN PAVED.
AND I'M RIGHT AT IT.
AND I'M BRAVE TO SAY THAT THIS IS NOT THE END OF ME.
I AM THE BRAVEST BITCH THERE IS.
AND I AM SAYING THAT THERE IS HOPE FOR ME.
NO, I WON'T LET HIM GET THE LAST LAUGH.
THE FINAL SHOWDOWN FAVORS ME.
I WILL GET BY.
I NOW HAVE 2 HEARTS BEATING IN ME.
AND I HAVE SEEN PLENTY OF REASON TO FIGHT.
BUT THIS.
IS MORE THAN ENOUGH TO KEEP ME FROM GIVING UP.
I HAVE MADE MY GRANDEST MISTAKE.
BUT THROUGH IT I FOUND THE PUREST OF BLESSINGS.
THE PERFECT REASON TO BREATHE.
THE ONLY REASON TO LIVE.
THE DARKEST TUNNEL IS WHERE I AM NOW
BUT THROUGH IT I AM SURE THAT THERE IS LIGHT,
NOT JUST ANY LIGHT,
BUT A LIGHT THAT SHINES SO BRIGHT
THAT IT SHALL ENGULF US ALL TO PURE HAPPINESS.
I AM WALKING ALONE, BUT WITH A REASON AND NOT FOR LONG.