Sunday, March 4, 2012

BRAVEST BITCH

I HAD NO IDEA.

NO, I DID.

THE PATH WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW IS SCARY
WELL, I'VE NEVER BEEN TO A PATH THAT'S NOT.
TRUTH IS, I SHOULD HAVE SEEN THIS COMING.
BUT I WAS TOO PROUD TO HAVE TAKEN NOTICE.

WHY I DID THIS TO MYSELF I CAN NEVER ANSWER.
WHY I LET THIS HAPPEN IS PURE STUPIDITY.

I'M BETTER THAN THIS, BUT ITS TOO LATE.
I'VE CREATED MY OWN ABYSS
I'VE CREATED MY DOWNFALL.
MY GREATEST MISTAKE, IS SOMETHING THAT I CAN'T TAKE BACK.
MY GRAND SHOW OF VULNERABILITY CAN'T BE UNDONE.
MY LIFE HAS TURNED UPSIDE DOWN, OVERNIGHT.

I COULD'VE TAKEN A DIFFERENT ROAD
I COULD HAVE. BUT I DIDN'T.

THE ROAD TO SELF DESTRUCTION HAS BEEN PAVED.
AND I'M RIGHT AT IT.

AND I'M BRAVE TO SAY THAT THIS IS NOT THE END OF ME.

I AM THE BRAVEST BITCH THERE IS.

AND I AM SAYING THAT THERE IS HOPE FOR ME.
NO, I WON'T LET HIM GET THE LAST LAUGH.
THE FINAL SHOWDOWN FAVORS ME.
I WILL GET BY.

I NOW HAVE 2 HEARTS BEATING IN ME.
AND I HAVE SEEN PLENTY OF REASON TO FIGHT.

BUT THIS.

IS MORE THAN ENOUGH TO KEEP ME FROM GIVING UP.

I HAVE MADE MY GRANDEST MISTAKE.
BUT THROUGH IT I FOUND THE PUREST OF BLESSINGS.
THE PERFECT REASON TO BREATHE.
THE ONLY REASON TO LIVE.

THE DARKEST TUNNEL IS WHERE I AM NOW
BUT THROUGH IT I AM SURE THAT THERE IS LIGHT,
NOT JUST ANY LIGHT,
BUT A LIGHT THAT SHINES SO BRIGHT
THAT IT SHALL ENGULF US ALL TO PURE HAPPINESS.

I AM WALKING ALONE, BUT WITH A REASON AND NOT FOR LONG.


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